Confusion

Do you sometimes wonder who writes those articles which you read on the internet?

Sometimes you read on various sites, telling you that you should not be doing something, but you should do something else instead, then you come across another site a few weeks down the road, telling you otherwise.

As though life is not already hard enough, why do people still make life so confusing?

Maybe it is just me, being unsure of what I want to do exactly in life. Maybe I'm thinking too much. Maybe, I'm just too open to various opinions that I tend to want to try them out for myself. Maybe, I'm not a rebel in this sense that I do not wish to go against advise of others... maybe... maybe.

Just too many possibilities in life. Too many things to try, no time to try them all. Sometimes, there isn't even a chance to try something as the opportunity has already passed. What should I do? I want to do this, but then again, there are these other restricting stuff.  It doesn't help being confused most of the time as well as well, it is a vicious cycle which may end up with nothing done at all.

Could it be? The only way out of this confusion is to be someone who doesn't really care and just does whatever he likes? Then again, would that make a person really selfish in the end?

Oh life. How I wish that things were much simpler.

Busy busy...

Life is so fast paced.

In a blink of an eye, I have already completed all my modules and am left with my internship before I am able to graduate.

I feel kind of bad to have neglected this blog for the last few months as I had been busy with camp planning and execution, travelling overseas to Sri Lanka for a short mission trip, then travelling on a short trip with my family to the land down under...

Lately, I have been busy with my internship. Working as an front end developer intern, I have to get used to working overtime quite frequently. However, it is not something I dread doing or complain about. Reason being that, as I work overtime, I get to wrap up my tasks for the day and not carry anything forward to the next day, and face the problem of having to pick up momentum all over again. Usually, when I get home, I will have a late dinner, wash up, and then crash on my bed. But it is all part of the experience. Work-life balance is kind of still there, depending on how time is planned, or what kind of activities I choose to take part in. Overall, it has been a pretty fun and interesting experience, and I can only imagine it being more fun as the year (and my internship) draws to an end.

There are actually many other things which I wish to do as well. Sometimes I overwhelm myself thinking about the things I want to do. However, I guess I got to start somewhere...

Here's a heads-up, I know that this blog has been live for only a short period of time... and it has not really been updated, but I may migrate to another blogging platform in the near future. But until all is set up and done, stay tuned for more updates on this blog...

Cheers!